got this problem, see

insomnia. tonight. woke up at around a quarter past four, here it is almost half past five, and i'm wildly awake waiting for the moment i can go out and have a run. a little nervous because of work, because of buyers remorse (didn't buy anything but remorse on other accounts), remembering that sometimes i am misanthropic and regretting some silly interactions of the past few days which i wish i had not had.

and nervous because i know in a few hours i am going to be sooo damn tired. this cannot help imminent crows feet.