happy happy blah blah blah

had some crazy, cockamamie dreams this week. for instance, locked suitcase, lost key, can't get at my 'stuff' or woody allen sucking on my earlobe (don't ask, pls) but among other things i realize to say to people who matter that i love them. new years rockin horse eve. glad it's done. today (jan 1) feels mundane. but i'm hopeful yet.