groundcontrol

have a terrible feeling of anxiety today. and for no good reason. just like a gazillion bits of work to do which i avoid; desk's a mess; feeling tired; had one of those, uh oh, you never did write your enormous thesis dreams and yet graduation's tomorrow and will you get away with avoiding the work?

going on a blind date tonight. another one tomorrow. and amid it all...it's cold; i got a belly ache; i can't seem to unwind. supposed to be interviewing someone right now. i'm not multitasking. she's just late in calling moi. and i got to go soon. it's enough to make me try a mantra.